SLAVE TO THE WORD (episode 1) - (2009)

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My first studio album, produced in 2009.

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released January 1, 2009

All tracks written by Rukas.

All tracks produced by 313 Productions

All Songs mixed and Mastered by myself (Rukas)

All tracks recorded at @ Endell Street Studio by Matt Catlow

83 Endell Street Covent Garden London, WC2H 9DN


www.endellstreetstudio.com/index.html

Features from, Pete, Matt, Dekay, HeartSong, Tasha Hollywood, Faye Hamilton, Mayah and Chogaia

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Rukas Greater London, UK

My name is Rukas AKA The Grey Walker AKA The Mirror Writer AKA Apprentice To The Word AKA NUFF SAID! I'm a rapper/Lyricist with my own unique style, I Write words and make them do strange things... I get’em to jump up and strip for me… if ya hot I'll collab

"In every starving land there's a fat King
And every laughing man shares a sad grin"
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Track Name: All My Life - ft Pete - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
All my life

1977 to start this story, I was surely
Marked for glory, saw the path before me
Midwife Barbara Morley
Announces a boy 8 lbs. 6 oz., christened by father Crawley
This was before the councillors
Before I walked around the town pissed and fought with bouncers
I was just a baby, maybe a crazy
Look in the eye, a child of the 80s
Stepdad was a drunk that beat up women
Mum madly loved him and unhappy upbringing
There’s been some sights more horror van Vincent Price
Glimpsed through an infants eyes
But I keep the worse things inside
Aint cried since I was a child
My instincts to survive
So with these insights the bad things in my life
The drinks and the fights, my innocence dies! Oh the pain…

Chorus

Of my life, yeah aint nothing changed it's been the same
All my life, yeah ain't it such a shame? It's been the same
All my life, yeah aint nothing changed it's been the same
All my life, yeah ain’t it such a shame? It's been the same

Rukas does mad tablets he knocks back handfuls
Probably into black magic lighting black candles
Some of that Gambles watches mad channels
Smokes crack granules drinks Jack Daniels
Rukas it needs to be said today
You’re like an impressionable kid is easily led astray
Overdosed that fast, comatose at bars
Wait! Yo are those track marks?
Yeah I used to inject drugs just like a vet does
And maybe I begged staff and maybe I slept rough
Alongside bedbugs and didn't expect much
Nothing but head fucks!
Yo but did a load of praying no one came like Kurt Cobain's
Last moment of fame, yo I'm the same
Open a vain get over the pain
cocaine in control of the brain! Oh the shame…

Came from a bad background joined the background
but somehow, got to the point where I am at now
From grabbing your gold lockets and blanking the dole office
Too rapping with no profits, so jobless!
A lot of critics and none are impressed
How I felt? A forgotten lyricist under the stress
Now I am yelling a lot and sick of this son I’m depressed
How the hell am I not considered as one of the best?
Clever thoughts never pause but what will make the effort for
When my metaphors never get applause?
But whatever the fact is
A lot of what I say is way over the head of the average
Still I rise, kill the mics, fuck I'd be ill advised
To give it up, I ain't vanilla ice!
Your wits strange hoping for fame,
They don't know my name, my soul is drained! Oh this game…
Track Name: Never be the same - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
Things will never be the same

Boys I never fail ya, we’ve had showgirls to blind us
Left a trail of, trashed hotels behind us
Everyone we have been in, look out it’s that dummy from England
The company ringing and I did it for money and woman
A honey from Finland in front of me singing
Thinks she’s getting on my track? That’s a funny opinion!
How much rum is she drinking? What the fuck is she thinking?
But in my head I humour her thinking, “Rukas keep grinning”
Isn’t love a sweet thing? I’m running up the street singing
Like fuck am I, c’mon brothers keep pimping!
Keep these women in check from the beginning and get…
Your every fantasy fulfilled everything in ya head
Once she’s been in ya bed tell her no more
Ya so bored show her the door Dried up old whore
No they’ll be no tour, oh lord I’m so sure
And feminists? I’m breaking no law!
Don’t wanna talk no more,
No! Things will never be the same!

My lyrics are heaven taught
So I never give the critics a second thought
They don’t know how I did this I bled and fought
Survival of the fittest the seventh law
Running out of tickets eleventh tour
Coming out to witness my legend soars
This mad kid giving death to lords
With that swiftness and extra force
Rich magnificent metaphors
Bitch slap bitches and get applause
And any Yankee little prick disrespect my cause
Ditch that shit disconnect your thoughts
Those on my hit list are heading north
Begging for my forgiveness and getting war
No gimmicks for the British respect him more!
Yo! Things will never be the same!

Fuck this I wanna make it man
“Isn’t Rukas a complicated man?
You don’t need to be so technical
You could use one syllable still sound incredible”
Wanna make the hits I ring Mr Vinyl
From the state of Michigan it’s the final
I need one beat percussion and style
313 productions and Kyle…
Man I gotta know How on earth can we git clear?
Damn I gotta whole album worth of ya shit here
Lost ya faith in rap I’m sorry to hear it
Coz ya blazing tracks embody the spirit
Sound sick killer flows running this
Searched the whole of SoundClick and this beat still the most funkiest
Still you know where the money is!
Oh! Things will never be the same!
Chorus
Who thinks they’re getting me to change?
Yeah some things will never be the same
Things will never be the same
Last sub chorus
I mean c’mon, look at them
Forever wanna, make me change
Don’t you know, your never gonna
Never gonna, make me change

Thundering over the track I’m a villain
One for the road and the travelling pilgrim
Run let’em know that I’m back in the building
Some things will never be the same
Track Name: Nothing From Nothing -ft Matt - Prod by 313 Productions - (Mastered)
VERSE 1

Call me jimmy the midget big name in the neighbourhood
A problem jimmy’ a fix it sick game and I play for good
I like to slow it a little bit down so you can catch up
Smooth rap stuff, I’ve proven that bruv
My parents were the type who didn’t have much
Now they look at me like “you bring bad luck”
Dad got hit by a moving Mack truck
Mums struck by lightening ooh and that’s rough
My grans live and she likes doing mad stuff
Eighty-five, she died shooting smack up
The day after she met me, it’s hard to forget me
A midget I don’t let laughter affect me

CHORUS

All thru my life
I never had much
But curiosity
I think you should
Just listen to me
Nothing from nothing
Leaves nothing
And I’m not wealthy
Believe you me!

VERSE 2

The school minger Barbara trapped me in Arthur’s hall
Grabbed me by the wrists told me I’d just pulled
Now the only downside is that Barbara’s bald
Yet still gave head lice to half the school
To kiss me she had to put me on a barbers stool
She forced me to kiss her don’t laugh its cruel
My fathers a midget so its fathers fault
When I was 10 my brother Paul was 3 and I was small
He walked round the room me? I just crawled
I used to lay awake wising I was smart as Paul
Mum and dad sent Paul to a marvellous school
And left me to sell carpets on the market stall

CHORUS

All thru my life
I never had much
But curiosity
I think you should
Just listen to me
Nothing from nothing
Leaves nothing
And I’m not wealthy
Believe you me!

VERSE 3

So I’m at the bar right? Like a barfly
So drunk I can’t light my cigar right
Looked up there’s a dame at the bar right
By the jukebox playing “aint it a hard life?”
Walked up gave a name and I laughed right
Said I’m in entertainment and ah write
Songs when I’m not playing the guitar like
I’m not bragging nah I’m just saying I’m a star right?
Came in from the rain on a dark night
Looking like she’s in pain and my heart cried
Then she started complaining her pa died
I said a guess a quick fumble aint in the cards right?

CHORUS

All thru my life
I never had much
But curiosity
I think you should
Just listen to me
Nothing from nothing
Leaves nothing
And I’m not wealthy
Believe you me!
Track Name: Everything Is Going Our Way - Rukas - Prod 313 Productions - (Mastered)
Everything is going our way

VERSE 1

I just begun to see the beauty in the summer, walking among ya hum a
Little number run a hundred miles chasing the thunder
Style and grace oh what a stunner, feel like I won a oner
The smile on my face? Make me look younger
No longer a victim become a hunter, no longer hunger for plunder
Unbelievable wonder son I begun to wonder
Why I’m no longer under the weather now when I blunder? I get up
Things have begun to get better, everyone in it together
Aint that mad? Like I told you before; it aint that bad
I see dead folks in their caskets thru my red rose tinted glasses
My own death closer with every minute that passes
Driven in knowing everything is different I hope when
The gates open I’m given atonement, living in the moment
The change inside so strong and though I know the roads long
Lord knows I go on, and sing a little song!

CHORUS

What more can I say? Feeling so great
A okay another sunny day
In May, and everything is going our way
I sing a little song!

VERSE 2

You don’t need to run a bar, become a drummer
Strum a guitar, become a star in front of a large
Audience where none are barred fun and laughter coming hard
Yeah I done it Ma! She shouting at the sun and stars
“Look my son the star!” summer starts
See pride overcome her heart? Son you did ya part
Kids having fun in the parks joggers running past
They come to ours some ask How’s that son of ours?
You know the one with class? Number one in the charts
A hundred articles since becoming a star
Ya done remarkable things son and our
Little Vince knows every one of ya bars coming up fast
Already gunning for Nas and he’s only one and a half!
Humming in the bath, Son you’ve vast art
Some leave and some depart, but you know which one you are
Your one of ours son you won our hearts!

CHORUS

What more can I say? Feeling so great
A okay another sunny day
In May, and everything is going our way
I sing a little song!

VERSE 3

I been deep with thugs, beaten up left with bleeding cuts
Felt death creeping up been led from the street in cuffs
Things evened up? I’m surprised I’m still breathing fuck
Me I’ve such pride I’ve achieved enough Guys I was sleeping rough,
Thieving stuff got a flat five; years got me a touch,
And fuck the crack I don’t even puff I leave the skunkweed for mugs
I don’t need the stuff, I’ve beaten drugs fuck bleeding love
Never believed in love till I met Cristina plus
I need her love so I promised to never to treat her rough
Together we are tough, and I’ll never see the sluts
I used to meet at clubs I aint a cheater bruv
Does it feel sweet enough? I believe it does
Sweeter than a fleet of doves eternity to dust
And since I beat the Hepatitis C? Yo! I never cry to sleep
Heck this life is sweet, so I sing a little song!

CHORUS

What more can I say? Feeling so great
A okay another sunny day
In May, and everything is going our way
I sing a little song!
Track Name: Help Don't Live here - ft Matt - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
Help Don’t Live Here No Longer

VERSE 1

I remember back when Sheila Met Don
Thought he was perfect she was dead wrong
We love you don’t ignore us you we’d die for you
Oh yeah, the chorus don’t apply to you
Your shoulder to cry on when you cry indoors
Coz I’ve always been a sucker for a dying cause
Sheila, A year to the day that Don began to beat you
Is that really the way you want a man to treat you?
A bad beginning you’re a pussy if you batter women!
I’m mad at him and not the only one of that opinion
Yeah you love him and ya babies are from him
But even his own relatives say he’s a wrong‘un
He knows them, and they know him
What they tell you? The same old thing
Get ya head together pull ya finger out, c’mon!


Chorus

Singing that song
And we know what you want
She’s gone
Help don’t live here no longer

VERSE 2

20 years later Sheila’s all battered and bruised
Acting confused mad and abused
Having her moods battling the blues
Lets her daughter Madeline use
Left Don but earth shattering news
Stuck her head back in the noose
Her son Billy always rattling for booze
Picked up on behaviour that Dad introduced
Yeah you know him that Tosser Billy
Got a lovely girl but he Knocks her silly
See the broken battered body of ya mother?
Dad would beat her bad and say, “I’m sorry but I love ya”
A shame its an act, the same as ya dad
Everywhere you go they say’n this and that
Get ya head together pull ya finger out, c’mon!

Chorus

Singing that song
And we know what you want
She’s gone
Help don’t live here no longer

VERSE 3

Mrs smith is in love with that guy
Mrs Smith has another black eye
Just an accident she walked into a door
This girl lies like she’s talking to the law
Ooh… shit… isn’t that bump nasty?
You slipped? Girl you used that one last week
Love ya stories Miss tell us another one
This fellas a fucking punk
You always believe him
When will you leave him?
Man someone talk sense into her
They tried all the friends that knew her
Heard their opinions but won’t go with’em
She don’t know no different
They say…
Get ya head together pull ya finger out, c’mon!
Track Name: I Can Read Your Mind - prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
I Can Read Your Mind


CHORUS

You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side

VERSE 1

Woman this song right here I wrote it for you and I hope that you
Hear know that it’s I love you true period oh what to do
Your ways are mysterious like him above
Imperious and in a nutshell I’m serious I been in love
With you girl since I first met ya since the first glimpse but you deserve better
You deserve a prince thru the worst weather
And you got that sad smile that makes me think you’re fragile
But you’re strong and your tactile that’s a fact child
Woman you got such patience for me
And though I know you got more patients to see but you’re still there waiting that’s sweet
I can’t bare the truth I knew I wasn’t there for you its true I
Don’t really compare to you, do I?
No hope of measuring up to you but I confess that I’m in love with you
But I bring nothing but stress and trouble to you
Yeah we might be the perfect couple if true
Well why won’t you let me fight thru this struggle with you?
But you won’t let me!

CHORUS

You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side

VERSE 2

Thought you were about to die without a goodbye… how could I
Not know how to cry till you nearly slipped out my life?
You gave me answers and what ya know told me the darkness had gotta go
Ah must not be controlled by the scars on my boy and soul
Meaning the past is behind me
But if you wasn’t there in my corner helping my fight all them demons the bastards would find me
I know ya strawberry, you’d hold a sword for me, go to war for me
Wouldn’t let no soldier slaughter me but Yo if ya bored of me
Let me know report to me go have talk with me
Walk with me Yo I hold hand though I’m holding it awkwardly
Coz I’m scared that you’ll leave me
Yeah I know I can be terrible and so needy
But I’m there till ya need me yeah believe me
How careful you treat me
I spoke about my past babe If not halfway well where will you meet me?
We talk of strictly, having children before we’re fifty
Then it sort of hit me though ya standing next to me, you’re not with me!

CHORUS

You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side

VERSE 3

So I, tell this in riming my girl is a diamond
But I’m Helpless I’m climbing the walls coz her Health is declining
Truth isn’t sweet it’s as if we’re two distant creatures
Girl your dude is in pieces Damn it girl why won’t you listen Jesus!
Refuses to see just how beautiful she is,
Wasting away please chew this and eat this like I say real food isn’t sea fish
Quit tryna starve have more faith in ya acting make it happen
If you don’t tart taking action heart attack waiting to happen
And I aint tryna scare you the truth is I’m scaring myself you say you love me,
Prove this and take more care of yourself okay? Lovely
If you ever ask I wrote this song for you love
But I know it’s hard to ask you to forget he past and focus on the future
That blood test I’m just trying to hurry it through
We’ve family crying in surrey for you no lying but there just worried for you
I need her to keep on; singing her sweet song
I need her to be strong, but it’s like she’s gone!

CHORUS

You look like you’re in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away
Lying by my side
Track Name: I'll Be Around ft Dekay - Prod 313 Productions - (Mastered)
I'LL BE AROUND

VERSE 1 - DEKAY

I’ve had enuff of ya lies and enuff of my tears/
I've cried too many times for you over the years
Broken promise in ya eyes & my paranoid fears/
We tried 2 many times, but it’s over right here
Ya can pull a good scam but ya can’t fool me doe/
Messing up my plans like that night at Renos
Drink drugs & Doug thought he was Al Pachino/
Shot my cousin Gail in the face over a kilo
How did she know? That ya never told them she was only holding it/
An how did he know? That she hadnt stolen it
& where the fuck did ya go who was you rolling wid?/
Now my 5 yr old nephew will be a lonely kid
& ya cant take that back /
When I was dressed in black you were depressed on crack
After the funeral i had to stay at Maxines flat/
Ya should’a been there when I was in a mess & trapped


CHORUS

Wont let you down/
ya say that now but ya never in town
I'll be around

VERSE 2 - RUKAS

Now youve no reason 2 give kisses & applause to me/
But ya can at least listen this is 4 Julie
The seaon of wisdom thoughts move me/
Guess who they just released from prison? yours truly
I witnessed the sad scenes a dusty hot trail/
My jacket was green, at the bus stop pale black jeans,
Just got bail that means/ I must not fail, no more mad schemes
No drug cocktails, no more crack fiends/
Im sorry, when doug shot gail? I was at deans
So high, felt I could touch gods grail,
And you were at maxines having bad dreams
Fighting back screams/
The buzz got stale shoulda had ya back like tag teams
I mean i shoulda been at yours/
sShe was ya source of comfort I shoulda been that source
yYa felt stressed & i werent round/
But i got help yes im learnin now
12 steps what a turnabout
Well dressed and earning now/
Thinking of myself less/ and rolling back into town!

CHORUS

Wont let you down/
ya say that now but ya never in town
I'll be around

VERSE 3 - DEKAY & RUKAS

DEKAY

Wrote to ya all the time till ya got outa prison/
But if ya gonna take dem drugs we cant go on
Iaint gonna forget, but ya might be forgiven/
So fix yaself now ya gotta be strong

RUKAS

When im annoyed i think, with your love i can listen
See you are the reason i carry on
I enjoy a drink, no more drugs in my system
And again you are the reason i carry on

DEKAY

Yeah i hear what ya saying but ya gotta mean it/
cCoz talk without action doesnt mean shit y
A say ya clean now & i do believe it/
But I dont wanna cry more so ya best achieve this

RUKAS

Though quite talkative Ive matured a bit/
Hey dont cry your my chick, i support ya kid
& I wish ya successes every second with u is precious
Who gotya back? dont needa give ya 6 guesses

DEKAY

I got ya back 2 long as u dont go back 2/
Stuff that attacked u dont wanna see a relapse attack u
Who been on ya side? me thats who/
This shit is permanent u can see it like a tattoo!

CHORUS

Wont let you down/
ya say that now but ya never in town
I'll be around
Track Name: Make Believe ft Tasha HollyWood an HeartSong - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
MAKE BELIEVE

Intro by Heartsong

Verse 2 by Tasha Hollywood - Deceased RIP

CHORUS

In the land of make believe
You are all mine
In the land of make believe
I'm doing fine

VERSE 1 - RUKAS

Shouldn’t have took this trip man three strawberries
Mixed with four or three E’s extraordinary
Open eyes and find myself in a place of wonder
No trace of thunder, slow days of summer
Saw Jack in the green Herne the hunter
The may king lord of forests herald of eternal summer
Psychedelic I don’t try to fight the telekinetic
Abilities that I’ve developed
Nothing but stars above and a vast southern marsh
A flutter in the grass, a smothered gasp, blood on the path
A sudden start someone laughs sounds like a hundred larks
The humming of harps, the strumming of guitars
Looked to the sun and I asked where am I?
He said, “Understand you’ve travelled on…
To the sunlit lands of Avalon…
where the mad belong
And you, won’t be back again won’t be back again!”

CHORUS

In the land of make believe
You are all mine
In the land of make believe
I'm doing fine

VERSE 2 - TASHA HOLLYWOOD

I couldn’t believe what I saw with mye eyes/
Coz I had only dropped a quarter of California sunrise
my friend turned on me with a big gold gun/
she said dont move I just had 2 run
All I saw was despise when I met her red eyes/
stars & stripes on her face where is this place?
I really had a fright running around the site/
she caught up with me and said dont leave me tonight
I had to pull myself up I gazed at the night sun/
I had to tell myself remind this was fun/
I passed a dinosaur house dey were looking at me/
but dey were cute cartoons so dey werent hungry
and then there were spiders spiders crawling everywhere/
spiders crawling on me dropping outa my hair
Then I saw him stood, stood in the grim light/
even darth vader was out tonight!

CHORUS

In the land of make believe
You are all mine
In the land of make believe
I'm doing fine

VERSE 3 - RUKAS

Ordered the drinks walked with the nymphs
Talked to the kings daughter of things morbid I since
Taught her 2 lynch and torture the prince forfeit her wings
The author of sins, lord of the rings, detour to the grim
Sweet talker that sings a song before it begins
Sleep walker that limps, in deep water I rinse
My reflection away yes I’m afraid the lesson for may?
Flesh only gets in the way been here less than a day
My rime is just random sorry your highness I’m rambling
Oh did I miss the landing? “Goodbye Mr Brannan”
Time is just standing still and I’m just a phantom
Filled with divine understanding as my mind is expanding
Humming the tune of birds becoming attuned to earth
Howling, like I’m under a lunar curse
The sun and the moon converge I’m one with the universe
And I, won’t be back again won’t be back again!

CHORUS

In the land of make believe
You are all mine
In the land of make believe
I'm doing fine
Track Name: Just a Fool - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
Just Like A Fool

VERSE 1

When I left home things were different
Now I’m all alone in this kitchen moaning and bitching
A dog without a bone and I’m itching
Just another clone in the system
Everyone disowned him and ditched him
Alone and got no one to miss him
There’s no one on the phone but I listen
Sisters visit but they don’t bring the kids in
“Here’s your uncle number one stoner of Brixton
Getting stoned is his only religion”
No they don’t want that moment of friction
No not known for my wisdom
But I did my atonement in prison
And my atonement was shown in a vision
Think my hearts made of stone but it isn’t!
Ahh! Seems I wont get forgiven

CHORUS

I feel just like a fool,
But I have every reason to,
Cause I deserted you when I left home,
Yea when I left home

VERSE 2

When I left home I had big schemes and ideas
But got bad dreams and quite fierce
At night I screamed and cried tears
A family I aint seen in five years
Who hides under covers and whispers?
I really miss my brothers and sisters
You hear me? I love ya’s and miss ya’s
I send my mother some kisses
Man I ran a mile and I dumped ya
Bad memories I’m piling’em under
Now I’m just an island of thunder
I dream a little while and become a
Child in the summer smiling in wonder
With my family running wild and I’m younger
In the dream I get a phone dial in ya number
This is what I say while I’m among ya

CHORUS

I feel just like a fool,
But I have every reason to,
Cause I deserted you when I left home,
Yea when I left home

VERSE 3

When I left home I thought it was one big adventure
Sixteen-year-old drunk with dementia
Went to London found my father
Round the park all drowned in lager
Slept in his flat on a crap mattress
Within a short while more bad habits
Starting hanging round with the crack addicts
Got hooked on the brown aint that tragic?
Heroin is evil and it charms
Heroin is lethal and it harms
Watch friend die with needles in their arms
Listening to the Beatles in a trance
Drug user, Intravenous
Substance abuser only veins I have left are the ones in my penis
Angry at myself, understand me this is hell
I plan to tell my family this as well!

HORUS

I feel just like a fool,
But I have every reason to,
Cause I deserted you when I left home,
Yea when I left home
Track Name: Lorna Feat Faye Hamilton - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
LORNA (Lady of the Night)

VERSE 1

I fell in love with a hooker, her name is Lorna
Couldn’t help it real looker, on a dangerous corner
Born in nineteen eight five a baby arrived
Who would grow up to become a lady of the night
Crazy eyes saying come and take me for a drive
For a oner you can pay me for a ride
Maybe I replied but don’t remember, November?
Don’t know but then I had my own agenda hope this won’t offend her
She’s a known offender, police know this well
From motel to hotel, streets know this girl
She sold herself but she’s broke as hell
Her fella needs kilos at, least over twelve
Till the end I remain tender I came to tend to ya pain
But you don’t remember my name a friend from the rain
When ya refrain from screaming all men are the same?
You’ll remember it was woman that invented the game!

CHORUS

That girl she’s as cold as ice
No emotions frozen inside
Need her so bad, so bad but
No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl
Be my world, need that girl,
So bad but No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl

VERSE 2

There she stands on the corner, oh to transform her
Hold her with both hands and warm her,
But there’s no romancing Lorna, no love and no plans to warn her
Plus her fucking old mans an informer
He’s also her pimp as well, got her in a spell
She can’t think for herself, I bring ya some help
Innocent girl like, dinners at twelve
Ya fellas in a cell burning with sinners in hell!
If evil comes with a smile? I’m cry’n tears
What you done to this child the crime fierce
But every once in a while her mind clears in a moment of clarity
Questions then her own morality, my own analogy?
Probably coz ya mental words I drop ya may remember
If the body is a temple hers ya gotta pay to enter
I can’t leave well enough alone, fell in love with a pro
I tell ya something though? Fellas love a ho!

CHORUS

That girl she’s as cold as ice
No emotions frozen inside
Need her so bad, so bad but
No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl
Be my world, need that girl,
So bad but No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl

VERSE 3

Baby ya mine, walk right past
Yet you wont notice me but
Maybe ya blind, talk quite fast
Bet you don’t go to sleep
You’re always so stoned, learnt to gamble
But no friends no hope no
Hallways no home, burnt your candle
At both ends No! No! No!
And you can tell she keeps her own advice…
Her fella gives her only strife,
Cheap coats and deep throats and she chokes!
And you can tell she sleeps alone at nights…
A girl that lives a lonely life,
She knows she knows and she knows!

CHORUS

That girl she’s as cold as ice
No emotions frozen inside
Need her so bad, so bad but
No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl
Be my world, need that girl,
So bad but No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl

End Hook

That girl she’s as cold as ice
No emotions frozen inside
Need her so bad, so bad but
No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl
Be my world, need that girl,
So bad but No! No! No! No!
Still don’t have that girl
Track Name: I'm Happy Right Here! Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
I'M 'APPY RIGHT 'ERE

CHORUS

Why dont you take me there
Why dont you take me there
With you I dont wanna go nowhere
Im happy right here

VERSE 1

What you asking me for a hysterectomy
I sliced off your breasts with no tits ya left to bleed
Ill put a stop to those crying fits affectively
What you think that emotional shits affecting me
Well it is it makes me more pissed I better beat
A bitch in the face for showing such disrespect to me!
Mouth to mouth I cant do this forever breathe!
Wipe that blood off ya lips and get my tea
Know what I prefer your friends Liz and Stephanie
Every night I dream of taking those chicks to bed with me
Ill have kids and force the little shits to beg for me
And no school coz I dont want my kids to ever read
Hahaha yeah I know your sick of me
You wish instead of me that Mister pedigreed
Whisk you off ya feet find your rich celebrity
Fine, man I thought that bitch would never leave!

CHORUS

Why dont you take me there
Why dont you take me there
With you I dont wanna go nowhere
Im happy right here

VERSE 2

They call me Sid the sexist Smell how sick my breath is
I nick ya necklace Sell it for a bit of breakfast
I got a bird that I aint punched in an hour
You fucking dirty slag jump in the shower!
I got a sterling cause for hurting whores
Hope her indoors cleaned those skirting boards
I play darts in the pub till my pals win
Oh fuck! You know how much trouble this cows in
Slut! Shes expecting a cuddle I bounce in
All unsubtle debating which knuckle I shall swing
And you can Struggle a thousand
Times to wash the blood but I find the blood all arousing
Fuck all the counselling Ill have you in trouble with housing
In debt by a couple of thousand
Youll have trouble announcing the words couple counselling
With my hands around ya jugular now sing!

CHORUS

Why dont you take me there
Why dont you take me there
With you I dont wanna go nowhere
Im happy right here

VERSE 3

Meet the parents Nah meet the fuckers beat ya brothers
With nunchukas shouting Ill always be the toughest!
See ya mothers eye browse raise like three feet above us
When she discovers that we are lovers
Got kids that run the street with muggers, peter suffers
Anita Doug is in need of crutches and little Rita stutters
Spends the week with clubbers, we let her sleep with truckers
But were good parents Rita, heres a sheet of rubbers
Mummy youve no need to judge us
Hes my husband I love him please speak to Rukas
Fuck you Anita I aint good at meeting others
Ya daughter I treat her rough as I ought to but she recovers
You cunt you absolute cunt
But it aint like thats a new one
Sexy mum in law gimme ya Hands feel my dick
You know what I just crapped in my pants deal with it

CHORUS

Why dont you take me there
Why dont you take me there
With you I dont wanna go nowhere
Im happy right here
Track Name: On My Own - Rukas ft Dekay - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
On My Own

VERSE 1

Eternal lust, in her arms you could turn to dust
Confirm ya love but you can’t, earn her trust
Falling victim to your lust and then ya fully crashing
She says love is nothing but a chemical reaction
And if she thinks ya buff dude with enough loot
She’ll hug you but love you? She’s like “fuck you!”
“Man you guys amaze me why would I forsake these
Crazy nights of J.D’s for a life of babies
I want five Mercedes that’s the price to pay” see?
This girl, she’ll drive ya crazy
On ya knee begging, the heartache and pain
Stronger each second, ya can’t take the strain
You think that you can it pal but it’ll linger,
Men are wrapped around her little finger,
Dead grim, ill, crazy crept in
Till, the day she met him
And she said…

CHORUS

Till now… I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you


VERSE 2 - DEKAY

Yeah I know girl she lives like she’s ready 2 die
Falling out da club & shit she just mew a new guy
She never likes to mention love it’s upsetting but why?
Using alcohol & drugs coz it’s getting her by
Getting her high, no time 4 romantic gestures
She’ll take u by the hand have a dance oh yes sure
But confess your, love coz it won’t impress her
This girl don’t want no pressure
Like man u guys are crazy why would I forsake these
Crazy nights of JD's 4 a life of babies
But despite that lately she’s been crying lately
Coz she’s dying inside while she smiles fakely
Yeah I know the truth though she lives just 2 pray 4 da day
To escape all da pain when death takes her away
Maybe then she'll find real love
I hope that he’s waiting in heaven, I know that she’s aching 2 say…

CHORUS

Till now… I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you

VERSE 3

Fuck the 5 Mercedes she’d be happy with a mini
And a life like her neighbours Vinnie and Minnie
Hides the jealousy inside, but inside the girl a secret lies
Cries herself to sleep at nights
Outside she never cries inside dreaming of a better life
No guy has ever met her twice
Keeps men at arms lengths refuses to hold hands
Speaks French but can’t sense the moods of romance
Mister right wanted her, then he bought flowers
But her mind is on her work like twenty-four hours
Oh babes wise up…
Hardly ever smiles but when she does? Her whole face lights up
Heard you got with Mark now going to bare his child
Glad you let your guard down no longer scared to smile
Hot food, a room in an Inn
And got thru to the woman within,
And she said…

CHORUS

Till now… I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
Track Name: The Hunger - Prod 313 Productions - (Mastered)
VERSE 1

Getting money is the object no job yet
Volunteering at a project
On the plus aint been shot yet
Filled with hot lead thankful I‘m not dead
Cried a few tears though grew fierce Yo
Dude here so broke thirty-two years old
Bruv the Rukas don‘t eat
But his homie so fat can‘t touch his own feet
Teeming with protein aint been in the cold scheming
For dough screaming for gold dreaming no meaning
Codeine and green smoke streaming from my eyes soul
Screaming no seeing ghosts though I know this demon
The one wicked hunter
They call him the hunger he‘s among ya
Not escaping poverty got this weight on top of me
But know my spot is waiting well probably

CHORUS

Sometimes I wonder
How to keep from going under
Where‘ d we go wrong?
Sometimes I wonder
Ain‘t growing any younger
Where‘ d we go wrong?

VERSE 2

I‘m Tryna get noticed and focus
On showbiz Yo this is hopeless
Rap don‘t concern you burn you
Rap till I turn blue cant earn loot
What I have to do mad rude attitude
Grabbing you slapping you black and blue
And though I know I can rap good
I been tagged good black booked mad look
Sick and tired of explaining to guys blatant
Complaining migraine in my brain quite straining
Until my life‘s changing pain in my eyes remaining
I aint paint a nice painting why? The skies raining
Calling to the captain
The motherfu the motherfucking captain I‘m trapped in my cabin
Life is a turbulent sea of uncertainties learnt to see
What lurks in the deep rise to the surface an breathe

CHORUS

Sometimes I wonder
How to keep from going under
Where‘ d we go wrong?
Sometimes I wonder
Ain‘t growing any younger
Where‘ d we go wrong?

VERSE 3

Can‘t forget my old flat dude
Bad roof leaking so bad that you
Would need hazard hats sleep at his flat
See massive rats I‘d shout I‘ve three cats relax
I‘d cheat taxicabs when hungry eat cheap pasta snacks
I couldn‘t afford free plastic bags
And that‘s what being broke is
When ya cold as old soldiers aches in both shoulders
Well I‘m a genius hell you can see this Relevant remixes
As seventeen pieces of elegant thesis
Yelling for Jesus developing seizures Helena Cheemer‘s
Foretold my coming Fortune teller from Phoenix
Get your pelican brief bitch
Hope your skeleton fits your dealing with telekinesis
What does that mean though
Is it part of the theme bro shit not even me know

CHORUS

Sometimes I wonder
How to keep from going under
Where‘ d we go wrong?
Sometimes I wonder
Ain‘t growing any younger
Where‘ d we go wrong?
Track Name: The Outside - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
THE OUTSIDE


VERSE 1

This must be bliss/ you know I love you kids
But don’t try to grow up too quick, just be kids
Come to the fair that’s in ya town, & don’t let ya parents get ya down,
& don’t be wearing a frown, & don’t be staring at the ground
You’re at the fairground no swearing at the crowd there now
And you don’t need no brandy or scotch/
Get ya candy floss like “hand me the box”
Oh! Joe! Think ya handy with shots?/
Hit the stalls try to win little Andy a watch
Missed ya shot? Don’t be angry or cross/
Take it with a smile go & tell ya family ya lost
Hey! How ya fellas feel? Get ya girl 2 squeal on the Ferris wheel
Feeling in the air an ya can tell it’s real
No slowing down, its ya moment pal/
Show’em how uh yeah! We’re going out...

CHORUS

C’mon, its quite nice on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!
C’mon, there’s bright skies on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!

VERSE 2

I used 2 rap of killing & stuff but there’s a million of us/
Played the villain enough I’m filling up with love plus
Brethren love is strong, & shedding blood is wrong/
Forget of what I said in other songs
I’ve had a change of heart/
In the game I’ve a winning hand I’m now playing my card
Good intellect playing my part could’a been dead but came far
I’m putting to bed the pain of the past
Things I shouldn’t have said I blame pa/
Mistakes I couldn’t correct remain Ahh
Wouldn’t forget the day ma shook her head explained ah/
Should be looking ahead it aint hard
Some blind guys playing a guitar sounds quite nice/
And I asked “how’s life? He replied
“To see without sight, to be without strife/
To speak about life, it’s nice, but on the outside

CHORUS

C’mon, its quite nice on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!
C’mon, there’s bright skies on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!

VERSE 3

Used to knock the book rob the good/
God I took what I could, proper shook!
Burned crack on the block a crook turned mad from the rock I took
If I could turn back the clock I would
But I’m off the hook, I dropped the hood/
No glock if ya pop the hood “know what?”
He’s a game plan doctor look/
He’s a changed man, let him adopt the hood“
Watch kids on the blocks I live they’ve lots to give/
I’m not lying, positive
Lost myth you cannot define, god’s gift/
Locksmith I unlock the mind
You’ve time still at colleges,
& thru it find minds filled with knowledge kids
You define science build ya offices/
Future Einstein’s and philosophers!

CHORUS

C’mon, its quite nice on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!
C’mon, there’s bright skies on the outside/
Won’t you come out and play? Hey!
Track Name: Trouble And Havok - Diss Song - Prod 313 PRODUCTIONS - (Mastered)
Trouble And Havok - Diss Song

DISS 1

Used to roll with a couple of pussies
Havok and Trouble caused havoc and trouble
The trouble was that Havok and Trouble were rookies
Their time in the game expired, you fuckers Aint aspired
Couldn’t fuck with Rukas when his Name was Riot
Heard ya got a flat together even got a cat together
Cool when you hear this track? Ya better fucking clap together
Heard ya chat about me wanna bad mouth me act rowdy
Rukas the mad alkie, but couldn’t rap without me
Jealousy became a factor Hav ya’ll never be a famous rapper
Trouble if ya ever speak me name I slap ya
Nineteen ninety-two at Richards who screwed ya sisters?
Ooh delicious did’em doggy style while they would do the dishes
Stupid bitches you’se still aint a clue I was the dude that did this
Ooh shall I paint you big pictures? Better pray if you religious
Fuck with Rukas? Still won’t happen
Dildo-grabbing motherfuckers I will toe-tag’em!

CHORUS

Don’t make me come get you, how stupid are you
Coz when I do what I do I do it better than you do
A little bit humble, is how you should ne when speaking to me
Coz lyrically you’re so much weaker than me!

DISS 2

Havok I know ya fear Trouble wont be here to hold ya near
Where is he now? A farmer with no career
Havok tryna grow a beard for over a year
In the mirror like “ma why it appear!”
Glasses wearing Motherfucker can’t hold ya beer
Why you talking to the wall? I’m over here!
Are both of you queer? The question needs an answer
And Trouble with that nervous tick? You should be a dancer!
Ya sister said ya pissed the bed she called ya Mr wet
Disrespect Rukas? My how these kids forget!
Ya mother had laryngitis that’s the kiss of death
This bitch read tealeaves we called her Mystic Meg!
Her sons pitiful, Want some spiritual
Help? Get it from mums mirror spirit ball the don comes lyrical
Remember the punk John once killed at school?
Still a fool that never went beyond one syllable

CHORUS

Don’t make me come get you, how stupid are you
Coz when I do what I do I do it better than you do
A little bit humble, is how you should ne when speaking to me
Coz lyrically you’re so much weaker than me!

DISS 3

Couple of rappers? Nah more like a couple of faggots
That fuck each other on a double king mattress Till they buckle the brackets
I see you huddled in attics suckling fat dicks
Watching American Pie wanna fuck all dem frat kids
Trouble eating a truffle from havocs hips
Arse hustling that’s sick! Dick stuck in traffic
And Havok? My unborn kid has more stubble than that bitch!
…You probably sucked more cock than a struggling actress
Trouble blowing a cum bubble from chapped lips
Till he slips in a puddle of cat piss your befuddled ya lack wits
Muddled and backwards, even struggled with ad-libs
I come at you with hatchets bloody all knuckled and savage
And while I’m smuggling mad bricks cuddling bad chicks
You faggots are shovelling cat shit!
So… Trouble and Havok? Here Meet Southerland tactics
Fucking queers, double impact bitch!

CHORUS

Don’t make me come get you, how stupid are you
Coz when I do what I do I do it better than you do
A little bit humble, is how you should ne when speaking to me
Coz lyrically you’re so much weaker than me!

OUTRO CHORUS

Don’t make me come thru, to you, coz you know what it is that I could do
I could murder you on a tune like this one I wrote just for you…
Track Name: America - ft Mayah - Prod 313 Productions - (Mastered)
WATCHING AMERICA

VERSE 1

Mc’s in this land get no prestige
Each Fan looking overseas to busy notice me
So it seems they don’t need homegrown heat,
Eyes closed to their own streets right? It’s like they don’t know me
Don’t own no CD’s of British origin but if its foreign and
The artist pulls on triggers? They follow him
They wanna feel American, so they dealing heroin
To kids yeah that’s real intelligent!
They’ve no morals folks are throttled poked with broken coke bottles
It so boggles the mind and those are your role models?
Man I could’ a wrote novels on murder or war
Same old squabbles furthermore you heard it all before
Should I rap about winners and dice gamblers?
And the sin that’s inside gangsters? Should I brandish
Weapons at innocent bystanders? Thing is I’ve manners
All I bring ya’s is English and high standards!

CHORUS

Why did you leave?
“We said we’d never let her go”
Believe in me
“We said we’d never let her go”
I’m all you need
“We said we’d never let her go”
You dream of me

VERSE 2

Musical performers shot, Mothers mourn a lot
Americas not born of god guns sold in every corner shop
Police fail population’s increase in jail,
Another day another rapist sees bail
Jesus and the grail forgotten, for your views end up in jail rotten,
Add a nail to the coffin
Americas a failure like Sodom and Gomorrah,
Tales of shocking horror guns on sale no stopping the dollar!
Bombs dropping yesterday what’s dropping tomorrow? Fix
The problem god do not bring apocalypse!
We got to live free god the kids need colleges
We follow this street politics
In neat offices theologists seek knowledge is
Justice a cheap dollar bitch? Yeah and we swallow this
We treat the news like we treat horror flicks when they body bagging’em
We holler, “This cannot be happening!”

CHORUS

Why did you leave?
“We said we’d never let her go”
Believe in me
“We said we’d never let her go”
I’m all you need
“We said we’d never let her go”
You dream of me

VERSE 3

The land of the free such vanity!
Plus anarchy Americas so much insanity!
Rich young sensitive kids becoming menaces
Living in some temple with religious fundamentalists
On college campus propaganda handed out what is with the planet?
Goddamn it, so what began with the prophet Mohammed?
Ends in bloodshed a whole nation is upset
So, every Asian is a suspect!
The crashing of planes into skyscrapers
Last thought to go thru each passenger’s brain is “Christ save us”
Go and find a weapon…
You can use our bodies as steppingstones to climb to heaven
9/11 the prequel to Armageddon the people of Iran threatened
Evil I’m betting Bush is to blame he built Saddam his weapons
Coz I stare at the box I’m aware of the
Cost and the terror the holy cross I bear just for watching America!

CHORUS

Why did you leave?
“We said we’d never let her go”
Believe in me
“We said we’d never let her go”
I’m all you need
“We said we’d never let her go”
You dream of me
Track Name: It Aint That Bad - ft Chogaia - Prod 313 Productions (Mastered).wav
IT AINT THAT BAD - 4 Chogaia xxx

CRY FOR HELP 1

So missus Holmes lives alone, no kid’s at home
No relatives to phone under six stone
Just bits of bone, me? I’m like her therapist I moan
Eat! Or be sectioned if you don’t
A room and her medication tragic lost
The woman that never takes her jacket off
We live on a green earth but to her its hell
When nervous well, she hurts herself
In that way… she’s in control
Another, bad day he’s on the phone
With each dispute she’s so blue
Eats her food, needs to spew, please do you

CHORUS LEAD IN - (SUBHOOK)

Know I like you… admire you
Don’t know why you … gotta cry you
Gotta stop feeling so sad…
It aint that bad… oh no

CHORUS

And even if it rains, well
Just let it rain, hell
You’ve got something more in you
Don’t like when you’re in pain
Don’t wanna see you cry

CRY FOR HELP 2

Ill-treated by your mother that’s cruel
Didn’t understand ya fully, and ya were bullied at school
One you told to me, your darkest secret
Gave your soul to me, you knew I could keep it
And it was so delicate so I wont tell of it
But how in the hell did he do that to his own relative
What I heard was awful, won’t never forget it
But it weren’t your fault, don’t ever forget it
Now you’ve less energy and repressed memories
But sharing’em with someone is one of the best remedies
I have fun in the days with ya becoming a great kisser
And someone that stays with you aint running away coz I
Like you… admire you
Don’t know why you… gotta cry you
Gotta stop feeling so sad…
It aint that bad… oh no

CHORUS LEAD IN - (SUBHOOK)

Know I like you… admire you
Don’t know why you … gotta cry you
Gotta stop feeling so sad…
It aint that bad… oh no

CHORUS

And even if it rains, well
Just let it rain, hell
You’ve got something more in you
Don’t like when you’re in pain
Don’t wanna see you cry

CRY FOR HELP 3

Don’t think I’m glossing over your pain with the chorus
A moment of lost control let it rain let it pour coz
We are destined; lessen the stress I’m guessing ya heads in
A mess and depression sets in when ya being questioned
Hakeem is a prick but he’s still a doctor
It’s hard seeing that shit when ya wanna kill the tosser!
Tell me the root of all ya pain I wont repeat it
I tell you ya beautiful a shame ya don’t believe it
Fuck what she say’s put down the phone you need rest
Don’t need to be stressed, your with me yes
I’m not like other guys no girl
Have I said I love your eyes? “yeah yeah” Oh well
I more than like you… admire you
Don’t know why you… gotta cry you
Gotta stop feeling so sad…
It aint that bad… girl oh no

CHORUS LEAD IN - (SUBHOOK)

Know I like you… admire you
Don’t know why you … gotta cry you
Gotta stop feeling so sad…
It aint that bad… oh no

CHORUS

And even if it rains, well
Just let it rain, hell
You’ve got something more in you
Don’t like when you’re in pain
Don’t wanna see you cry